i'm royally ticked off

i really hate it when i get scolded for something i didnt do.

today just wasnt very delightful.
the whole mess during kokurikulum time was just pathetic.
yes it was my fault i forgot to bring my pj clothes but that doesnt mean i wanted to study
i do wanna play, I DO.


just a bunch of shiz i wanna shiz

but the thing is, we the form 4s wanna present something on speech day
a dance, to be specific
there isnt time to practice in school, were not allowed

some of us stay at different ends of kl, its impossible to go to each other's house.
to stay back in school and practice, well some of us, we're just not capable of choosing our transport home.
for example, me. whenever i'm late, my transport aunty will just ditch me. i'd just have to go around finding for transport, thats the way life is for me.

the real issue here is, i really think we should at least be able to practice during koku sessions in school.
it took so long for faith to just get a permission slip. ALMOST AN HOUR.
so everyone is settled and in the music room ready to practice
there goes THE PERFECT working radios.
sometimes i just love my school for all the working things they actually have.

but just as i went home, it rained.
i love rainy days, it just makes everything seem so cool.
as i was looking outside my window, i saw birds.
they were finding for shelter, trying to squeeze their tiny bodies unto ledges.
that just made me feel grateful, that i've got whatever i needed. =)

THANK you.