Monday, August 29, 2011

Handsomes and pretties


Sunday, August 28, 2011

Rude Awakening.



*This post was written last Thursday.*

Hi there.

I am four-fifths on my way to completing my second Evaluation Exams. What is left is my Career and Enterprise paper on Friday. A few months and two more major examinations: Mock Exams and WACE Exams separate me from graduating with a Pre-University certificate. And at times like these, I stop to wonder and contemplate upon things.

I enrolled myself into a reputable private college because I wanted the exposure, something I wasn’t privileged or rather, overly privileged to experience throughout my entire schooling life. Things are different around here. I don’t skip classes as much and I don’t feel that powerful anymore. Simply put, I am slowly being absorbed into the education system.

Instead of previously being able to skip school days to do the things I truly enjoy, or maybe even being able to have a say 
at how things works around here, I can’t. Instead, I follow what is set upon me, and as an effect, creation and creativity are at my lowest levels.

Heck, even in the sense of being who I am. Studying in such a big college, individuality and straying away from the standard deviation are big no-nos. What is expected of me is to study my butt off, pass up my assignments on time and score well in my exams. The major problem with this system is, scoring well only implies that you are a capable test-taker. You know the nooks and crannies of a test and are able to take advantage of that.

To the people who skip classes to do what they truly love, I salute you. To the people who doodle on their notebooks because they enjoy art, I salute you. To those that grab on every opportunity to perform, I salute you.

As for me, everything I once had passion for, has been slowly disappearing into thin air.
My lenses are chucked somewhere. My blog is almost dying. I don’t create crazy and adventurous to-do lists anymore. My orange wall is only filled with education-related materials: my academic calendar, my exams timetable and a list of chapters I need to study.

Horror.

And as I am two and a half months away from graduation, this also means that time is running out and I once again, have to choose my path in life. For those of you who don’t know, I used A-Levels and AUSMAT to stall time from having to figure out what the heck I want to do with my life.

I have no clue what I want to do with my life. I barely have any interests left because I saw every subject as something I had to score, and I excelled at every one of them just for the purpose of excelling, not truly learning. And, now I’m scared.

Friday, August 19, 2011

Cheerios


Hi world without strangers.

One fine night, I was really hungry. I called out to my mom, “MA! I’m hungry! Is there anything to eat?” She shoved rojak down my throat. Half an hour later, I once again requested for more food. She didn’t have anything in store for me. I was so sad. My heart crushed into a million pieces. And that was when I invented cereals and milk in a cup.
We humans only think out of the box when we are desperate, don’t we? So yes, about the meal. Having breakfast for supper was pretty entertaining. In actual fact, it was past 12, so it could technically be considered breakfast, but you get the drift. And cereals and milk in a cup instead of a bowl? Pure bliss. It’s like, you don’t have to use a spoon, you just drink, crush the cereals and swallow at the same time. That’s just another supper adventure in the life of yours truly.

Main reason of this post: My Economics paper was postponed to 9.30a.m. on a bright Saturday morning because of my Malaysian Studies paper. Enough said. I hope you are able to experience how agitated I am.

BYE, I have to study Econs, again.

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

AUSMAT Talentime


Saturday, August 13, 2011

Road to Talentime


Friday, August 12, 2011

Got a jetpack with my name on it.


Saturday, August 6, 2011

Natasha Yap - If I Die Young



Hi there.

This is Natasha Yap.

Please give your ears a good time by listening to her cover of the Band Perry’s If I Die Young.

If you love her voice, or her guitar playing skills, or if you love me instead, show some support by spreading this video to your grandmother, your pet goldfish and your annoying brother named Tommy (from Rugrats). Perhaps you can post, share or tweet the awesomeness you’ve just seen. Here’s the link http://youtu.be/J-JifJb0RX0. We are eternally grateful.Hang on fellas, this is just the beginning of more to come. We have big dreams, so continue sitting on the edge of your chair.

Friday, August 5, 2011

Last Thursday night.


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